the big day

drum roll please.....










melanie is moving out!!can i get a "woot"?



the big hoopla happens this friday as me and adam move into an apartment in jamestown.

my dad thinks this is a big mistake and that i'm going to get pregnant, though he refused to say those words. my step-mom thinks this is pointless and worries that i'll drop out of school. my momma on the other hand, is all for it. why? because she knows that i'm not stupid and she doesn't think that i'm going to wreck my life by moving out of my dad's house. my momma realizes that i can do this, and that me and adam will work through this stuff. she also knows that i need to spread my freaking wings and leave. so i plan on telling her after she gets back from europe on friday.


we aren't getting a phone put in right away, so my cell is the house phone, but we might get one put in for dsl purposes.


i'm really hoping that everything falls through alright and that we are able to move, because if we can't, someone's losing a head...

thoughts of...

adding onto my tattoo...

why? because i want to and it's better than thinking about the paper i have to write for history.

i'm thinking about an om symbol. above my lotus blossom so it looks like it's just emerging out of it... that would be sweet. except it would have to be black and white since my skin is too weird for colors...

athf

in this "post 9-11 world" (i hate that phrase with a passion!!), it seems to me that peopel over react a touch too quickly.

take for instance the highly publicized ad campaign gone wrong for the aqua teen hunger force(athf from now on..)movie. theses people placed electronic signs with two popular characters from the show around boston. the mooninites are obviously giving mr birdie.



so the question i pose to the world: how paranoid are these people?

i mean the people that freaked out about electronic mooninites. yes, i accept the fact that some people don't watch athf or anythign on adult swim for that matter. that i get. but are you telling me, that in ALL the people that saw these signs up, not a SINGLE ONE OF THEM who the characters are?

if that's the case, i vote that boston is exposed to athf just enough to realize that "hey, i see a sign. it has a mooninite on it. it's flipping me off. i don't think this is dangerous."

but then, why didn't people think "hey, i see an electronic sign. it has a funny little person on it that's flipping me off. i've never heard of a terrorist with a humor, so why would they have one now? i don't think this is too dangerous."

but maybe asking people to think before they assume that anything unfamilar is a bomb might be asking a wee bit too much...

we're out of the garden

by "we" i mean me and anyone that's ever been an ass or a complete bitch to me for whatever reason they saw fit.

by "the garden" i mean madison square garden and more importantly the boxing matches that take place there.

so to those that didn't take ms. nixon or that don't remember the short story we read in ap american lit, i mean that when i fight, from now on it's street rules bitches.

i'm tired of putting up with shit from people and have decided that my metaphorical nut sac must now fully descend.

i don't want to hear bitching about stuff like "if i don't get told something, i'm going to do whatever i want." or how about "she was really snotty and rude" being told behind my back when i and the people listening know that that isn't true.

some people, mostly jews, would call this "not kosher", and they're right. i refuse to put up with this crap anymore.

don't tell me how to live my life

don't assume that i'm a loose whore just because you were when you were young.

don't assume that every drug leads to a worse one, because sometimes people are content with the high they get, and one drug does not lead to another, even though it might have for you.

don't assume that i'm an idiot and can't wipe my own ass, or that i can't walk from a class to the parking lot without getting raped or mugged.

and don't for a second think that you know what's best for me, because you don't know me, so you can't possibly know what's best for me.

in short, i'm not taking anyone's shit anymore, i don't care who you are.*

*end rant